Wednesday, August 23, 2006

cycle cancelled

have I mentioned lately how much I hate my body?

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I was too busy feeling sorry for myself & crying at work to provide more detail. My follicles are all continuing to grow and my E2 is rising. I've asked the nurse/RE if we can convert to an IUI or a natural FET and should hear back tomorrow.

As much as I was OK with any outcome this morning, I'm really not. I'm crushed to not even have the attempt to get PG anytime soon. All of the positive energy I had built up over the past few months seemed to be zapped out of me all at once.

Nick and I are seriously reconsidering our next steps. Even though we're just coming off of a break, we're tired of all of this. So now we're thinking about selling our sensible sedan to get a little 2-seater convertible. And trying to think of some other way of being irresponsible with our lives...

4 comments:

Southern Comfortable said...

Oh, man. I am so, so sorry. Since I actually live around here, let me know if you need anything or want to get together to vent to someone. Seriously. E-mail me and I can send you my info.

That completely blows.

Motel Manager said...

Man, that sucks! Here's hoping that it leads to a positive outcome in the near future. Hope you're doing okay - it's so frustrating! (Hello, understatement).

MrGali said...

I am so so so sorry... I'm frustrated for you. I wish I had something witty to say, but all I can offer is a hug. Hang in there...

Lara said...

God do I know how you feel. Im sooo tired of the cancelled cycles. I wouldnt know what to do if the doc told me I had lots of follies and my estrogen was rising correctly. I'd probably fall on the floor passed out from surprise. Sorry chick, try to keep your chin up as hard as it might be right now.